I'M TOTALLY, TOTALLY, TOTALLY OFF MY DIET. UGGH!

I had two cups of hot chocolate and a low-fat cookie for breakfast yesterday. No morning snack. For lunch, it was McDonalds. A single hamburger (with no condiments), small fry, and small diet Coke. I went grocery shopping, and was very proud of myself that I stuck to my list. I was really wanting something to eat, but I popped in a piece of gum instead. When I got home, I ate 2 more low-fat cookies. Then I had some leftover pork. And I don't even remember what else. But it seemed like I just didn't stop eating. I know that I had some blade steak and rigatoni for supper. And then I made a pan of fudge!!!!! Oh boy!!!! (And I've already eaten a piece of that this morning.)

I did do a one-mile in-home walk yesterday. Does that count for anything? With everything I ate, I doubt it! I also bought new digital scales and Bob Greene's new book. I need to start reading that, AND FAST!

Think I'll just start over on Monday. I'm sure I've gained back the 2 pounds I lost last week, and then some. I have new Leslie Sansone DVDs on their way, and maybe they'll come in time for my "whole new beginning". Maybe I am an emotional eater. Goodness knows this has been a very emotional week.